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Long time no see BLOGGIE !! Miss you so much Plug In Baby ! So many things to tell , so many stories to tell . Gahh. If only this maxis broadband work faster -.-



Events in July - Hari KOKO ; I participated KRS pnye persembahan [most awesome of all ;) ]
, after hari KOKO , g mcD . Main truth or dare mcm org gile . hha. pastu knehalau sbb ada org nk reserve tmpat tu =='

My ex jahat , dia kutuk2 me kat my bff -.-
Mampos la dia kan . Tak hadap .


Tu jela kowt . Yg lain tak ingt laa.

CHAOW

-Listening to Madcon.Begging-

Tension terlebih -..-

hmm , I don't know how to say this .. but yeah hari ni tension gile . Maybe sbb ada la sorang kwn aku nie g cite kat aku pasal kwn dia . hmm . Hell yeah sedih gile cite dia . *pandai kau kan cite cmtu . Congrats sbb tukar mood aku -.-

Pastu kat skola lak , lontar peluru aku RESERVE , 1500 metre aku RESERVE . WHATHELL -.-
Baik aku msok klas blaja xyah la semak kat padang tu kan -.-
mmg USELESS gile aku kat padang tu -.-
ugh

Time balek tadi , nak gurau , tapi overreacting ! hmm , mmg dia marah kat aku la kan . Pastu rmai dah taknak kawan ngan aku . GREAT . Takpe laa . Da org xnak kwn , nk wat cmne kan .. xkn nk paksa lak kan . Lantak la dia kesah pula aku .


Dahla time tuition tadi nak wat maths pown HANCORS ! Gah ! Mula2 okay jea wat , pastu page ke-2 da HANCORS . hadoiii . Lagi tambah tension . Last2 , I end up playing around with my galaxy mini . haha , sengal . Da takleh nak wat , main phone ya . bgos . haha .
Pastu Iffa nak capture a picture , then dia kata xleh nk capture .. I was like , what ? xkn xleh . Tgk2 , da 5 pictures dah dia captured ! haha , kesengalan kami . haahaa .

Balek umah tgk tv , tido . Then bangun balek on9 . . heeheee . Dahla on jea , membe2 sume da off =='


Now , tunggu ajal jela . cehh , takde la . just kidding .


-Listening to : Dr Dre ft Eminem & Skylar Grey - I Need A Doctor -

Oh My My !

Tengok jam skank pukul brape ? 5:47am waktu Malaysia. Bru lpas azan subuh . I slept only for 3 hours yesterday . Today ? Only 1 hour . Why I only sleep for a short period of time ? Because I do my history folio LAST MINUTE . Mmg da out of time !

Nie pown naseb baik ada SyaNa and Marissa tolong aku . Kalau tak , mmg TAK ah cite die . Nie tinggal lagi sikit jea lagi nie. hmm . Dahla I wasted my time tadi. Sabo jela ~

Daniel lak minx tlg aku . hmm , tlg jela kan . haha. tpi aku x print lgi nie cemana nie ? (Problem btol) . ugh .

I hope I could finish it before my history teacher asks for it . That's the most important of all .



-Listening to Paramore-Decode-

Exam !!!

Exam ! Exam ! Exam !
Exam PPT nie mmg aku mls . takau nape . maybe sbb byk sgt bnde kne wat so pressure la kowt . Bila aku pressure , mmg SATU bnde pown takjadi laa (=
haha .

Like always , I don't really touch my books . Touch pown , tak baca kowt . DANGER ALERT !
exam .. exam .. I LOVE YOU ! muahh muahh !
haha .


However , wish me Luck ! ;)


-Listening to Muse.NewBorn-

Jahat Sangat ke Aku ? Am I That Bad ? )=

Seriously do ! Rase mcm nk nages dah skank .. Aku rase aku nie jahat sangat do ! Aku tahu aku yg salah ! Aku bdo g wat cmtu ! Aku tahu ! :'(

Sebabkan aku yang jahat nie , diorang clash .. Betapa jahatnya aku nie .. Tak sangka aku jahat sampai mcm tu ..

Dahlah aku memg bersalah .. japg g clash ! Lagilah wat aku rase bersalah bertambah tmbah ! Ugh .
I wish I could go back to 7 of May !! I wish I could change that moment ! :'(

Ugh ! Need to die !

Walaupown aku dah minx maaf kat diorg , aku still rase bersalah ! Lagi2 diorg ckp diorg dah clash ! Memg aku scream sekuat kuat aty aku ah bila dpt tahu diorg clash ..

AKU NIE MEMG JAHAT KAN !!

.........................................................................................................

Tapi ada hikmah gak pe yg aku wat tu .. perbuatan aku telah membuktikan perangai ex-gf kwn aku .. hmm .. (no comment)

Rase mcm nk maty do .. Takk sanggup tgk muka diorg .. Especially that girl lah . ugh !

Dahla waktu blek tdi aku lari dari dia , japg terjumpe gak kat lua paga skolah tu !

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!
(moaning)

Aku taksanggop! taksanggop! takksanggop!
Jgnla clash sbb aku do .. wat aku rase bersalah sgt2 .. aku tau aku nie jahat .. tpi jgnla cmnie..


-Listening to Say Hello To Goodbye-




-I'm Dying-

Tutor - Tutee

I kind of hate this thing but I kind of like it too .

One day , my English teacher called me , Marissa and Shameetha . He asked us to pick who we want to tutee . I choose Sabrina ! Because she's my buddy's crush ! ^_^
Marissa lak g pilih Mei Syuan . Mei Syuan tu okay la dherr =='
Pastu g kata Sab xyah kne ada tutor. bangenggggggggggggggggggggg .
aku knekn dia , dia knekn aku . heshh !
Last2 , aku tak dapat Sab , Marissa pown tak dapat Mei Syuan ! Amekkk .
Guess what ? kitorg kene pilih bdk2 yg kat blakang tuh . (the ones that I don't like) ugh.
I had to lah .. hmm .. Shameetha pick (I don't want to mention her name here). Marissa pick (I also don't want to mention her name here). Only me yg tak choose lagi . hmm .. pk pnye pk , I choose Athirah .. hmmm .. what to do .. dah takleh pilih Sab.. aku dah excited gilaaaa dah time aku dapat Sab .. siap bgtahu bdk 2 Amanah lgi.. hmm..
Last2 kne pilih Athirah lah .

-That's for English .. Now .. For Science .. -

In a lab ..

Teacher: okay class. Saya akan sebut name2 yg kene tutor-tutee . Sila beri perhatian .

2 Bakti : woooooooooo ! wuuuuuuuuuuuuu ! (biasalah kitorgkn bsing)

Teacher : Goh Wei Jian , your tutee is Faiz .

2 Bakti : Faiz mana ????!

Teacher : Faiz Irfan .

2 Bakti : making noises and laughed . (haha. don't know why they laughed)

Teacher : Marissa Sofie with Umi Umairah .

Marissa : laa . umi lagi . =='

Nina : nasib kau . -.-

Teacher : Syuhaidah with Farah Izzaty .

Nina : ALLAH ! aku harap aku tak kena doooo !!!

Marissa : alaa . mesti kena pnye ! *keningkening* (siott)

Teacher : (teacher ada sebut lagi yg tutor-tutee but I don't remember cause I was busy praying that my name would not be called . )

Nina : Please .. tell me that I don't have to be a tutor .. please .. (begging like hell back there)

Teacher : Noor Husnina (aku dah naik gila dah) kamu ngan Nurul Syuhaida .

Nina : WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT??!!!!!! *almost faint on syuhaidah's left shoulder and Marissa's right shoulder . DAMNN !! why that girl ? Teacher nie bunoh aku btol la . taknakkkk !! (I scream like hell in my mind)

I was like , WHAT THE HELL ! Not her lah .. adoii .. nape mesti aku ngan dia ? :/


Teacher : okay , name yg saya sebut tadi terus g tukar tmpat. and kena duduk tmpat cmnie smpai bila2 . (T_T)

Nina : stay quit..speechless..but screaming out loud in her heart..WHAT THE HELL !

Marissa : kau nak hug aku, kau hug lah. (nina no respond .. just stare at teacher)

Syuhaidah yg duduk sbelah kanan aku g dok meja dpan ngan Farah Izzaty .. Marissa pown g meja dpan ngan umi.. Syuhaida pown g lah duduk sbelah kanan aku ..

Nina diam jea . tak ckp pape lgsg ..

Teacher : yes, Nina ? Kenape ? Awak tutor dia Nina .. (lebih kurang cmtu la ckgu ckp) ..

Nina : just stare at teacher .. saying 'why teacher? why ?!! (hate my life)



Sblom ckgu sebut pasal tutor-tutee nie , aku nak mase berjalan dgn lambat .. marissa lak vice versa .. Tapi selepas ckgu sebut pasal tutor-tutee, aku terus nak mase berjalan ngan laju yg termatlah ! Dahla manusia tu duduk sbelah aku.. ya Allah .. Tapi aku xnak waktu agama cause (aku dah cite dlm post 'Pretty Tired Day' ) ..

!!!

Blaja jea laa . Kena share ilmu ngan dia . hmm .. dah ckgu suruh , nk wat cmne kan .. knelah patuh .. (tpi aku diam jea spnjg mase dia dok sblah aku..dia pown diam gak) .. huh ..


Nape lah orang yang aku tak ske sgt jadi tutee aku diorg ? =='
Padahal Science aku takda lah bagos sgt.. SyaNa pnye lagi bagos daripda aku pnye.. hmm .. takphmlaaa .. CIKGU !!!

-mengapakah?- *faint*

-Listening to Better Than Revenge-

Pretty Tired Day =.=

Woke up early at 8am . Went to school at 9am . Supposed to be at 10:30am but my mums busy so I had to go early . jeez . So I waited for the others to come lah . Practice sampai kul 12:15pm . Then I walked to Marissa's house . Take a bath and change clothes . Went to her father's friend's wedding . I follow jea lah . Parents dia kata suruh ikowt . hmm . After the wedding , went home (mar's house lah). Change clothes again . Then gerak gerak gerak g taman coz nk cover , haha. Pastu g mcD. Iwana's mum blanje ice-cream . Tak minx lebih coz dah kenyang ;)
Lepas Iwana blek , g lpak ngan bdk comel and the rest . (my ex pown ada gak) =='

Aku teros g dok dpan bdk comel amek phone dia wat spotcheck . (dah habit aku check check phone org) . Pastu si awek dia nie pown nmpak .. gang awek dia pown nmpak ..
Pastu diorg tros blah . Aku pown bacalah msg kwn awek dia sent , "lawa bini kau. pkai bju merah lgi.." FUCKOFF . Forsho diorg kutok kutok aku pnye lah. 100% sure dude .

Bdk sorg lgi nie sebok gak nk check phone aku . (aku tahu dia nk check msgs) hmm. Dia dok sblah aku and aku tgk pe dia wat kat phone aku . Dia tgk tracks and pics . Then gedik g tgk msgs . mannn . Pastu sebok tnye sape yg nie , nie , nie sume . jeez! APA LAGI KAU NAK KESAH PASAL AKU DO?
p/s : ada yg aku tipu sape..heheh. watpe nk bgtahu sape yg btol kann . -.-

Lpas diorg sume blah, Marissa ajak aku g taman . Sampai jea taman , aku dari jauh dah nmpk gang awek kwn aku yg jealous tuh . jeez. sikit pown nak jealous . mcm bdo jea kan .
Nak tak nak , kene lah ikowt karenah mar nie . Tu pown nasib baik Anis n Fai adaaaa . *relief*
Dahla gang awek kwn aku tu pndg2 do . mcm syial jea . xsuke lah pndg2 ni . heshhh. aku tahulah pe mksod pndgan korg tuh . -.-

Tak lama then diorg blah . BAGOS .

Lepak for a while . 6:47pm aku blek ah . Ikowt my bro and his wife and their son g kL .

-End Of Saturday-

Monday- My heart thumps hard . Cuak pe benda lah gang diorg akan wat kat aku . Kelas agama same lak kan . siott btol . kalo ikowt kn , aku memg xnk dtg skola tdi . heshh.
Dlm surau ; kwn dia dah pndg2 dah . siott btol . pastu g cite kat bdk kals kau . pling bbi .
pastu sorang tuh pndg aku smbil pk pe yg aku wat time saturday tuh . PE INGAT AKU TAKTAHU KE . heshhh . sakit aty btol . hal kecil jea pown . Time blaja tu aku rase lain dah . Blaja mcm nk taknak . Bahaya btol . Jangan effect exam aku sudahah . jeez.
Then of course I asked ustazah for advise . hmm .

Time nak perhimpunan tadi aku g jumpa dia kat Anjung ckp elok2 sume .. hmmm ..
Lepas ckp tuh aku teros relief gilaaa do . HUH !

selamat . and thankgod lah .
tapi tu pown kalo dia maafkan . aku harap dia maafkan lah kan . sbb dia tak marah cuma bengang . hmm . lebih kurang jea ? o.o


pape jea lah . asalkan aku dah g minta maaf kan . bende kecik pown nk jealous . jeez. =='

-End Of Story- (kowt)

Blackout !!!

Perghhhh . Blackout lah paling SERONOK !
Dah la time nak mandi lampu terpadam . hadoiii . Sakit aty btol la kan . Dahla tunggu abg aku dtg jea nk 20minutes . jeez . Nk betolkn , dkat 2 jam . -..-
Total sume 3 jam ah cite die . siott jea . Dahla nk solat dlm gelap pown takowt . hmm.
Phone plak maty tros sbb low bat . G lah charge kat umah jiran .

Tapi nsib baik sume dah okay lah kan time tu . Alhamdulilliah la kan . hmm .



This happens at 27 of April ; time : 7:30pm .

.EDITED.

Taylor Swift (=

I post this thing because :-

1 ) Pissed off with someone -.-
2 ) Suke aty aku lah nak post apa . kau kesah apa -,-
3 ) I'm one of Taylor's fans so I want to put something about her here .
4 ) I love her songs (= (all of them)
5 ) This is the way to low my temperature (=

Antara pasal dia yang aku ingat jela aku ckp k .
She told her mum that she really wants to take a trip to Nashville for apa ntah aku tak ingt. Then she signs her cd that has been recorded to a guy that works at what shop i tak ingat . But recording shop lah . She said

call me

with a grin .

No chance there . mannnn .

She started to write her songs through her feelings . Cool , huh . yeah .
Mula2 dia jadi songwriter jea . But after this guy realize that she could be a singer , she was signed up to be his (tak sure nak guna what word) . So that guy jadi her manager lah .

Her first song was Tim McGraw . It's about she fallen in love with a boy that go to college for three years . She really missed him . (Something like that about the describtion) *don't know how to spell that .

Then her next song was Our Song if I wasn't mistaken .
The theme Flirty Golden Green

One of the things that I remembered , she said

I won't cry for a breakup call

That call was 27 seconds .

In her album Fearless , there's a song ; Hey Stephen was made for Stephen . That song was made for him because she had a big crush on him . (On a tour on stage *if I wasn't mistaken).

Fifteen was for her best friend from high school named Abigail . Abigail was so happy for it. *Grins widely*

Mine is about Taylor's dream , I think .
I'm sure she's gonna be a good wife and a great mum someday . ^_^

Back To December dedicated to Taylor Lautner .

Enchanted dedicated to Adam Young .

That's all i want to tell you guys . The rest I malas .

Listening to Baby Don't You break My Heart Slow (=


My rating :-
1. Tim McGraw
2. Back To December
3. White Horse
4. Enchanted
5. Last Kiss
6. Long Live
7. Dear John
8. Mine
9. Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow
10. Love Story
11. I'd Lie
12. You're Not Sorry
13. Mean
14. Better Than Revenge
15. Fifteen
16. Today Was A Fairytale
17. Invisible
18. Haunted
19. You Belong With Me
20. Never Grow Up


That's all . Malas nk wat pnjg2 .. kbye (=

Pehal &$^# Sangat ?

Seriously , bila aku kata aku ada hak nak tau , aku ada hak k . Yang kau nak batak sangat ngn dia pehal ? Dah nmpak aku marah , pastu leh lagi kau kata yoo yoo yoooo yooooo yooooo tu sume kann .
Fuck off lah . -.-
Mampos kau , aku taknak layan -,-







-pissedoffalot-

I'm Sooooooooooo Tired =='

Today I helped my friend's aunt's wedding at her house . I woke up late ; at 10:15am . I had to get there at 10:30am . But she doesn't mind if i late . But i already late that time . It doesn't matter . As long as I was there to help her . ;)

_________THE END_________


Malas nak cite pnjg2. kbye.

-so tired lah-

I Don't Know Which One !!

Hi guys ,

Got some secrets to share .. Not a secret really but my feelings .

I think I kind of like this boy .. but I don't know whether I truly like him or not . My friends are crazy saying that we're great together , our faces kinda look the same and so on . Really ? Don't buy that guys . Sorry . But really ? HUH! He did confess his feelings to me but I don't know ..

That's number one .. Now number two ..
I kinda like this boy .. But I like this one first (before the first one up here) cause he met me first . And my senior said that he maybe like me . But don't know yet. Just maybe..
Seriously , I just can't describe my feelings.. If I get to this guy , next year I won't see him around..but just around my neighborhood.. I can't , right ? HUH!

Can someone HELP ME OUT ? I need a mature friend or a senior or a person who is older than me that could give me some advise bout this . (girl)

Well , I dedicated this song to you = Taylor Swift-Tim McGraw .. Hope he knows .. And I hope he reads this .. but I don't think he knows my blog .. except if my friends give him my blog link.



For number one , I think this song la kowt = Paramore-CrushCrushCrush because he always stalk me at school . Same with the video huh ?

Friends , I know u guys a lil confuse reading this.. Well, u know me , when in a situation like this , feelings like this , I'd do something that makes people confuse .

Mannn , I wish the number two knows bout this .. huhh.. but I wish he didn't know too.. cause I don't want him to know .. not yet..and never kowt.. hmmmm.

Whatever . Lantak lah . Aku xnak diorg tahu pown . Tapi aku more suke kat number two (the first one that I like) .. dahla.. Don't want to talk about this ..This is just too early for me, right? But teenagers always like this ..

Listening to :-
Taylor Swift-Tim Mcgraw

-kinda jiwang nina-

Am I Jealous ? O.O

Seriously , am I jealous ? O.O
This post sptotnyer posted yesterday .. but ini blog wat hal smlm -.-

Smlm aku tau ah aku on9 lmbt .. (hri nie pown lmbt gak..tpi awal sket dari smlm..)
Mcm biase , check notifications , usha wall org . hehe :P
And of course .. when I stalked at this person's wall , found out that die bro with my best buddy ! Damn it ! WHAT THE HELL mann .. I knew him since 2nd grade . 2nd grade -.-
Aku dah knal dia lama pownn , xde ah sampai nk jdikn bro kann . Aku lgi rapat ngn dia tpi pehal die nie tergedik-gedik nk add kwn aku sbgai broo die ? =='

Mampos ah die . Die maty pown aku xkesahh . -.-
Aku taktau nape aku jealous do . Pastu aku baca comment dia ngn kwn aku , aku jealous . O.O
Pehal ngan aku tetibe rase kuat jeaalous nie ? Tak suke do . Aku dahla takk penah ada rase jealous . Japg tetibe ada . siott btol . Nie yg tak suke nie . Nk tau nape aku tak suke jealous jealous nie ? Sebab :-
1 ) Jealous boleh jadi gadoh ..
No matter what lah kan sbb pe nk jealous , tpi memg akan gadoh pnye.. Trust me . Forsho gado .

2 ) Siapa jea tak jealous ? cecite sket ..
Aku . But dah xjdi sbb aku dah mula rase jealous . . hadoiii . Tapi nie jealous sbb aku marah ngan itu bdk lah . tu sbb aku jealous dia add kwn aku jdi bro dia. hmmm ~


I don't want to be jealous ..
Please tell me I'm not jealous just because of this , right ?

So ridiculous of me lah jealous jealous niewhh . hmmm ~

I'm so sleepy right now , so bye .
I'll tell you more .
Right now , I'm off to bed ;D

-sleepy nina-

Got To Stay Away

Tulah . Degil lagi.. Inilah akibatnye . hadoii . Cmne nak settle niewh ?
dah ckp dah . Aku degil . Kan dah kene .. hmm . Now what ?
Well , got few steps to solve this but I still didn't do it . Mannn . Someone have got to force me to do it . I'll try my best lah to avoid . hmm . But how am I ever gonna do that ? She always talk about this and that . When I tried not to listen , she keep going on with her stories . Mannn . I hate it . Why can't she see that I don't want to be friends with her anymore? )=

I need to stay away form her ..but how .. ?

Someone please help me out !

She noticed that I always blew out . She don't like it . Of course lah. Sape jea suke aku marah kann . But she did laughed at me when I'm mad . Stupid right ? =='
I NEED TO STAY AWAY FORM THAT IMMATURE PLAY GIRL ! UGH.
She always make me angry , upset and blow out ! After what she did , she just let it be and make don't know . After a while , boleh lagi tnye aku marah ke takk and wat lek jea . babiiiiii jea mcm tuh kan ..

LAKHANAT LAH !!
Aku xnk kwn dah ngn dia . But ada orang kata jgn tinggalkn umat Islam ke blkang mcm tuh . man!
Tapi beyul gak pe org tu ckp .. Tapi aty aku keras . xleh do nk putus kwn ngn cara baikk . cara jahat aku tahu ahh. shitttttt lah !

Aku menyesal kawan ngn dia at the first place .. aku degil time tuh .. dah ckp dah jgn kawan ngn dia..jgn kwn ngn dia.. TAPI AKU DEGIL !
NIE AH BALASAN AKU .
urghh !
I just hate her so much ! no , not hate . I don't LIKE her ! She just acting like BITCH u know !
Dahla makin lama makin rude . Xleh salahkn dia gak coz aku penah maki2 dpan dia . Tpi sape suruh dia g terpengaruh ngn aku and the rest ? Right ? Boleh ikowt kmahuan diri kowt. Ngeehz .

-nina needs peace too )=

You Can Go To Hell lah !!

Woi ! Apsal kau msg aku mcm aku nie gf kau ? Agak2 ah . Kau BUKAN bf aku k nak msg2 mcm tuh . TOLONGLAAA . Get a life . I'm NOT your girl k . I'm just a friend . Not more than that .
Dah la inbox aku penoh ngn msg kau jea . heshhh .
baibabibabi ! menyemak !

aku lmbt reply 3mins pown nak menggelabah soh reply . -.-
bf kakak aku relax jea . xde nak gelabah mcm kau la syial .
Go to hell lah . menyemak jea !

Hang Jebat won 3rd place . Yeay me !

Time larian aku x lari pown . Lari pown , sikit2 jea ahh . Tapi time last2 la bru aku semangat nak lari laju2 . X dpt number pown . ngek btol . Lari ngn Nat . Memg sekepala lah ngn aku . xD
heheheh .
Sampai skola minum . Then amek bag dok kat Anjung ngn Anisah . Boring la do lmbt start . Tapi yang best nyer ikon Malaysia dtg . :DD Mula2 g kat bola jaring , bosannnnnn . Then g kat badminton , bosan gak . Pastu belah g kat karatae *xtau spell . Kitorg g kat tmpat karatae teros jdi gempak ! muahahahahahaha xD
Tapi memg best ahh . After that , gather at Anjung . Amek hadiah sume pastu balek ah . Third place won by me . eceeh . Xde ah . Hang Jebat (red) . Second place goes to Hang Tuah (yellow) . First place , Hang Kasturi (green) . Damn . -__-


Time balek jln ngn Anisah . Iwana pown join . Pastu ajak Izzati join skali . Anisah blek bkn nak bye aku . heshhh .
Dah la aku kacau Farahin and Wafeeq dating . heheheh xDDD
Jahat btol Nina niewh . Dah kne halau pown mls nak belah . Tehee xD
Then Waiz dtg sbelah . Ckp pe ntah . Tapi aku sempat lgi kutuk2 umah biru ! hahahaha . cian die .
After a while , Azhar said that my dad waiting for me already . GREATT . Mcm mane leh aku x nmpak bpk aku ? -.- ngek . Izzati ckp "sejak bile Azhar wat kau senang ? " . I said "don't know" .
bye lah kat Iwana and Izzati . Hurmmmm . Tu ah cite die hari larian .

Sampai jea umah , on9 . Daniel bangge giler sampai post kat status tuh . Aku pe lgi .. kutuk ah . hahaha .

-END-

Hate Him . 7march - 18march . 12days .

Heshh . Org tgh jdi cple lakk . Ngengggggggggg . Worst i tell ya . Worst .
-,-
I don't know how this stupid love story happened . Well , i know but i don't know why did I accept him . HELL . Perangai dia nie memg fuck off ! UNFAITHFUL . HATE HIM ! I WANT HIM DEAD ! NOW ! Menyemak jea dlm idop aku . Dah la dah break up , then he wants me back . What the hell ? Dah la force aku ! Heshhhhh . Tolonglah paham . Aku dah xnak kau dlm idop aku . :'( nape kau nak pakse aku ? Kau dah wat aku mcm nie , pastu nak kat aku lagi ? pe nie .. dah lah cple skali 3 .. xleh byk lgi ke sygku yg bullshit .. huh?! Mcm syial doeh .. Aku xpenah wat org cmnie ..jap g org wat aku .. FUCK ! Kan aku dah maki2..hesshhh . Bile aku marah , brulah nk sdar yg die bersalah . Then nak aku blek . pakse2 sume. ishh .
Ckuplah dah 102 pompuan kau permainkan . Jgnlah tmbah lagi . Kau nk cple blekk sbb nk redeem ksalahan kau , baik xyah lah wei . Ingat aku nak ke ? G mamposlah kau . Kau maty pown , aku xkesah . Tau pown nk ceramah bgai bile org x maafkan die ? -,-

I got 4 words to you , darling ; Go to hell lah ! =.=



I SWEAR TO GOD , I'LL NEVER , EVER , 'COUPLE' WITH SOMEONE LIKE THAT AGAIN .

Today Is My Fuck Up Day .

Want to know why today is my fuck up day ? -,-

If u want to know , I'll tell u but if u don't want to know , get the hell out of here ! I don't know why people laugh and make fun of me when i'm angry . Seriously ? I'm angry . But u laugh . How fuck is that ? Mann . I really hate it when someone or whoever laugh when I'm mad .

Hari ni sume nak wat aku marah je keje . Mcm fucka btol ! Bengang aku . Ada ke boleh gelak2 and wat lawak bila aku marah ? WHAT THE FUCK la wei . Byk kali dah org gelak time aku marah . Xde perasan memahami btol . Benci aku . Tolonglaa phm aku . Aku phm korg , korg xphm aku . pe doe . X jage aty kwn lgsg . Time chat tadi pown same . Ishh .
Sabo jelah . =='

I think I'm in love

HELL YEAH !

Today at school , while waiting for that dumb school bell to rings , I don't know why I keep thinking of him . And why is he WANDERING AROUND in my MIND ? When I think about him again , I could feel that I'm in love with him . Mannn . This can't be happening . OMG .

I told my best buddy . She was like "What ? Really ? Huyoo . " -,-
I know ! I can't believe my eyes ! ( xtau pe ayat aku gune nie )


Am I gonna Play The Game again ? O.O

Could someone tells/explains it to me about this ?
About how I just felt at school today ?

Now , this song is perfectly for me right now ; Taylor Swift - Am I ready for love .
Well , not exactly perfect . Just suitable for me to ask myself . ;D

Tragic

-> Today , my spectacles broke . Yes. That's what I needed . -,-

That's problem number one. I could solve it in few days. Don't worry.

Now, problem number 2. Bigger than problem number one. =,=


Okayyy. My friend told me that my other friend, said that I was 'sombonk' , bajet jdi MPP and so on. WHAT THE HELL is wrong with HER ? Seriously , she always 'kutuk' org kat kwn2 and geng2 dia sume. And I'm SURE , she did told her NEW best friends/geng about me. I mean , come on. I'm busy , kay ? Why can't you understand ? You were the ONE that told me I'm not gonna layan sgt bdk biase. ARGHHHH . And it happened. It happened to YOU . Y-O-U . YOU . But I don't want to mention her name here . =.=

After school , I said hey to her . She respond , "Fuck You ! " and don't even look back . I was really mad then I terlpas ckp, "fuck u more !" i shouted back . Hell lah . Tak leh nak face to face ngan aku ke ckp psl nie ? Apsal nak kutuk2 aku jgak? Apsal nk kutuk2 aku kat geng2 andd fb kau ? Pe? Kau dah bagos sgt?!! Dah pndai sgt ?!

membe aku soh apologize. But I don't want to . HELL NO , dude !

GO TO HELL LAH ! I DON'T WANT TO GIVE A DAMN TO YOU !

Pissed Off !

It's March , baby ! ;)

It's March ! And I don't know why I'm so excited right now ! Tehee . :D



Well, tomorrow i mean , another few hours, got 'larian' at school . I'm sure I'm gonna flat and die when I got home after 'larian' . Maybe. ;D

To my surprise , I do my homework ! I know u wouldn't believe me. But yes, I did it ! haha !

I think that's all for tonight .
I'm so sleepy right now . I only have another 4 hours for sleep .
;D

It's him. I'ts because of him I cried twice tonight.

I posted on my wall :

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken?
Do you mean,
Do you mean what you say?

But I'd rather you be mean
Than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth
Than have to say goodbye
And I'd rather take a blow
At least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Now baby don't you break my heart



But when I can't take it anymore...

I'd just post this..


hey, i was trying to tell u the truth. But u don't understand. I was really mad at u. Then u misunderstood. I tried to explain it to u. But what did i get back from you?
*blank. DAMN. now u make me feel like it's my fault. urghhhhh.
tolonglaa phm.

Okay okay. Maybe I should just post/edit ; I rather tell you truth than lies.

Thank god my cousin helped me. But this problem is not settle yet.
My sister's boyfriend's friend give me ideas to tell that jerk. Well, he's not fully a jerk. But in theory, yes, he is.
My neighbour's ex-girlfriend told me to be patient. But i didn't take it so I ruined it. I guess we just meant to be friends for only 1 week then. Never mind. But this problem stuck in my head. Hmm.
I'll figure t his one out.

p/s : please friend, i care about you but, I know I was wrong to be disrespectful for your feelings. I'm so sorry dude.

New Friend =D

On Feb 15, 8:36pm -
I update my status on facebook. Then there's a boy commented my status. He really want to know why i fell like that so i told him about it. Full Story. It was nice to have him around but, can't compete my best friend for life, of course. (lol)
He liked my old status about a song i mean, lyrics. Well, not so old, really.
We were chatting like 7 hours. Almost. Crazy, right ? I don't mind. It's great spending time with him. Eventhough it's on IM. This Saturday, my classmate really excited and madly crazy excited want to introduce me to him and vice versa. I was like, WHAT ? NO WAY. My friends think that me and him are in love. Are they crazy? We only know each other like A DAY. We barely know each other. Never met before eventhough we're study in the same school. =='
Malu lah I. Mannn. But i'll cover my shyness. Haha.

17 Feb, 9:30pm -
I online on facebook and wait for him to online. I waited. I wait for him like 3 hours.
=.=

18 Feb, 12:04am -
He said "hi" on IM. But i didn't reply because I fell asleep. Gah ! =='

18 Feb, 01:30am -
I awake. I looked at my laptop and saw he said hi and a smile on 12:04am. And he's OFFLINE. Mann.. I was like, "why did I fell asleep? now that he's offline. what a waste of time i waited for him to online. mann. And one more thing, my classmate IM me and said "your boy is on the line!" duhh.
After a few minutes, he online ! Yippie. haha. At first, he said hi but i didn't reply yet because i was kind of sleepy. Then i replied.
We chatted for 2 hours and 30 minutes. Not enough. Because I talked about a person who is pretty evil and girly. duhh.
To my surprise , he said he'd had fun chatting with me. Yeah, right.
After he offline, i was alone. Again. hmmm. Never mind. I'm going to sleep now. :DD

Enchanted'

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "Have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say "hey"
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you know
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Am I Ready For Love

Sometimes I wonder how it's gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real?
Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall?
What will I do when my love comes to call?
And my daddy tells me that I light up his world
Everyday he says, darling you're my best girl
He tried to teach me from the very start
The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart

Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in a pouring rain?
Am I ready for the joy, am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy, am I ready for love

I know I'm not a little girl anymore
Cause I'm feeling things I've never felt before
Sweet sensations and anticipations
Calling commotion to my emotions
And I hear the words my daddy said to me
He said be true 2 yourself & keep your spirit free
And love will find you one way or another
Be good to yourself and be good to each other

Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in a pouring rain?
Am I ready for the joy, am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy, am I ready for love

It's a run around the world
And it's moving so fast
Though I wanna find
A love that's gonna last
A love so strong
That I can withstand
The weight of the world
In the palm of its hand

Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in a pouring rain?
Am I ready for the joy, am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy, am I ready for this game
Am I ready for the kiss, am I ready for the stars
Am I ready for the bliss, am I ready for love

Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

F/R/I/E/N/D/S

Okay ! Today I had a Great time with my friends ! I love them ! ;

2:20pm :-
At mcD with Chai, her classmates, Shaheen, Anis, Shariel, Aziz, Apek,Kah Seng, Aiman, bdk2 sek 10 n more ! Mann. I didn't expect rmai gile bdk sek 4 n sek 10. Huh.
My act; capture a picture of me n my bro, drink mcFizz, lepaking, laugh (a lot), stole phone numbers (heehee) ;), on9 Chai's fb account, conteng2 tgn n memekak ! haha !

6:30pm :-
With my mum, my aunt with her bf and my cousin. Mkn kat Setapak. Delicia ! YUM! YUM!

8:00pm :-
Bowling 2 games. Yeah! But, i LOSE . =='

11:45pm :-
Karaoke for 3 hours ! CRAZYYYY ! Haha !

Now, 4:05am, I'm so TIRED ! I want to get some sleep because tomorrow I got a class to attend at 11:15am to 12:45pm. Huh.
That's all for today. :)

"Someone" ask for forgiveness

Yeah. She sent a message on Facebook to me that she's really sorry for telling my b*tch about the song. Huh. Do I have to accept her apology ? Do I have to ? Mann. Dah la kat chat pown said SORRY jgak. adehz.
Do I have to accept her apology ? Huh.

Happy Belated Birthday To Me ! haha .

Yeah . I'm 14 this year. Getting old. Sucks. But at least i pass 13. Haha. I know I should post this on 25th of January. But it doesn't really matter.

25th January 2011 - woke up early and went to school. Most of my friends from 2 Amanah wished me. From 2 Bakti, only 2 people. Sucks. What kind of classmate are they? Well, actually i don't blame them because most of them new there and don't know me much. Nah. Lantak la. Before the bell rings, one of my friends, sang a song that i hate so much. Then "someone" told her that i really really really hate that song and ask her to sing again. OMG. I hate it. While we were on our way up, she keeps singing that song n pulling my bag. Mann. I was mad. At class, "someone" enter my class and said "I'm sorry." but i was mad, really mad that time, i pushed the table and pleaded "Go away" but she didn't go, instead, I ran out of the class using the back door. Some of my classmate, espcially Shameetha, was VERY surprised that she heard my voice was totally different that she doesn't reconized it. At the end of school, most of my friends asked me what happened. I only tell 2 of them. WOW. The news spread so fast! Mann. But, who cares. I mean, like i care. But I also had a great time with my best friend for life forever. Heehee. I love my best friends. They cheer me up. And i can survived. REALLY. I had a VERY GREAT time with my friends from 2 Amanah, seriously.
That's all for my 14th birthday date. huh. Mad and Happy. Great.