It's him. I'ts because of him I cried twice tonight.

I posted on my wall :

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken?
Do you mean,
Do you mean what you say?

But I'd rather you be mean
Than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth
Than have to say goodbye
And I'd rather take a blow
At least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Now baby don't you break my heart



But when I can't take it anymore...

I'd just post this..


hey, i was trying to tell u the truth. But u don't understand. I was really mad at u. Then u misunderstood. I tried to explain it to u. But what did i get back from you?
*blank. DAMN. now u make me feel like it's my fault. urghhhhh.
tolonglaa phm.

Okay okay. Maybe I should just post/edit ; I rather tell you truth than lies.

Thank god my cousin helped me. But this problem is not settle yet.
My sister's boyfriend's friend give me ideas to tell that jerk. Well, he's not fully a jerk. But in theory, yes, he is.
My neighbour's ex-girlfriend told me to be patient. But i didn't take it so I ruined it. I guess we just meant to be friends for only 1 week then. Never mind. But this problem stuck in my head. Hmm.
I'll figure t his one out.

p/s : please friend, i care about you but, I know I was wrong to be disrespectful for your feelings. I'm so sorry dude.